All about this year....

Year that began with happiness and joy,
Now wrapping the fate to decoy,
Smile that profound,
Beauty that surround,
From being in love to not in love,
To rise yourself above,
From breaking friendships,
To blooming of new relationships,
This year witnessed alot,
To breakfree all emotional knot,
Making me more strong and mature,
Acclaiming the life i endure,
Making me understand better,
Life can't be sum up in just one letter,
But it will witness whole up and down baretter..........

Mother

What a god's flawless creation,
Beyond anyone's imagination,
Beauty of her pale rose skin,
Brightness of her innocence grin,
Tenderness of her touch,
Star sky may call it hutch,
Her endless sacrifices,
Her priceless advices,
To build the castle of your paradises,
She's​ always your back,
To sort out things of your life's rack,
To make your way when it's all black,
Perfect figure of selfless devotion,
Her motherhood is deep ocean of emotion,
One immaculate figure,
Full of emotion trigger,
She is the Mother,
Like her..there is no other,
Yes, she is "The Mother".......

पहली मोहब्बत

वो पहली मोहब्बत,
वो पहली नज़र की मोहब्बत,
खाब्बों में लिपटी,
शब्दों में उलझीं,
गुड्डे-गुडियों से परे,
फेसबुक की रिक्यूस्ट में अटकी,
वो पहली मोहब्बत,
चिट्ठीयों में बंद,
आज वह्टसैप चैट में शुरू,
वो पहली मोहब्बत,
मिलने की वो खवाईशें,
यूं उनके एक दीदार की इलतजा़ ,
इन्हीं सतरंगी एहसासों में ढुबी होती है,
वो पहली मोहब्बत,
बचपना कहो,
या दीवानगी,
जिद्द कहो,
या पागलपन,
कुछ खट्टी कुछ मिट्ठी सी होती है,
वो पहली मोहब्बत.....
वो पहली नज़र की मोहब्बत....

Staking the life

In world full of chaos,
I am standing in midst of  floss,
Striving hard to find the interest,
Mopping the essence of my wanderlust,
Every thought poured is now slaying,
What happened to dreams for which I was praying,
Suddenly life struck in between to let destiny play its role,
To take me to the unimagined goal,
Maybe this is not what I want,
But now I have earned reason to flaunt,
Sometimes it's good to let the things happen,
To open treasure of happiness weapon,
Life is beautiful the way you take,
Its just take inner you to awake,
To prove your worthy for that owned stake.....

Bachpan

zindagi ka vo haseen hissa tha humara bachpan,
nadaniyo mein bada...
shaitoniyo se bhara sa tha humara bachpan,
zindadilli ki vo rumaniya,
pariyo ya aladin ki superhero wali kahaniya,
duniya se pare apni hi duniya thi,
gude gudiyo ke khel mein basti ajeeb si khushiya thi,
maa ke hath se khaana khana,
or kabhi kabhi ro roke bahane marke school na jaana,
bhai se chocolate ke liye lad jaana,
ek remote ke liye udham machana,
papa ka hath pakadke yu ghumna,
humari khushi ke liye unka har musibat se yu joojhna,
ud jaane ka mann hai,
us bachpan ko firse jee jaane ka mann hai,
kash vo din wapis aa paye,
un bachpan ke dino ko firse hum jee paye..........

Just once

Once.....once in while....when you will sit in your solitude.....when you will free of your work....far way from all

the worldly life...all that life of name, fame and money...you will remember me, remember me for all  my love,

remember me for all the unsaid words of help

where nights were spent sharing the days as if we were together, planning all the unplanned trips to make them

planned,cracking all the lame jokes to relieve each other tension, befooling each other that we are awake just to

listen the voice,all from not being a food lover to food lover, not from being a temperament to being a

temperament, not from being a good listener to a

good listener, not from being a diligent to diligent,

You will remember me when there was no one I was,

When there was no one to wipe your tears I was,

When there was no one to make you smile I was,

When there was no one to care for you I was,

When there was no one to listen to you I was,

Once..once in while you will remember me when there was one I was........

Breaking Silence

Far away the way we come across,

Change many things’ value we gross,

 Fighting against odds,

 Rising for rights,                                                                           

 Sometimes becomes blessings in disguise,

 There some to pull us back,

And there some to become our back,

 Destiny personify cycle of life,

 Sometime on rose bed... sometime on verge on knife...,

 Struggle to get our dreams achieve,

 To hold on our emotions and grieve,

 Story doesn't belong to an individual of the country,

But its reality lies in every family of the country,

 Wiping up the tears,

 Fighting against fears,

 Choosing what you wear,

 To all nuisance rituals a wicked glare,

 Changing mentality and thoughts that were all bare,

 At least speak for those you care,

Because it is one's suffering that is not rare,

 Say something...do something unless suppressing one's voice becomes someone else daily affair..........

Naari

Aj kuch daba hai man mein aisà, Zubaan pe na aa ske yeh Dard hai kaisa, Pehaliyo mein uljha sa hai, Janjeero mein jakda sa hai, Khushiyo se ab door bhage, Dard mein vo cheekhe maare, Samaan se Jo ho gya pare, Jaante huye sab fir bhi kuch mook hai khade,
Is naari ka tha jo atamvishwaas toot gya,
Apno ka bhi sath jab choot gya,
Har seema har maryada Jo vo langh gya,
Darr Jo tha haq pane ki junooniyat mein ab Sama gya,, Jab hadh ho gyi thi beyhadh, To sabar or sehenshilta ne tod di sari hadh, Himmat or sahas ki likhni ab nayi Kahaani hai, Aansoo se pare hasi or samaan se jeene ki ek nayi duniya sajaani hai........

Titillation

What else you can feel when you know what you are doing is wrong and still can't help your soul in exempting it from doing.
 This is how the universe plays its sarcastic role and atlast that ends up with destiny without destination,or a story without the happy ending.
In middle of everything  then once again when you start chasing your happiness and then you profound yourself with the hopes full of
sanguineness, from there the another story begins exactly summering to some new era, new world and new people.The life you never imagined ,
yet again your childhood daydream shell shattered into pieces that beyond the mucilage to fix it again.But yes this is how the cycle of the universe works
but will it be on the other side always or will it get its path paved to good deed indeed and yes it will. One day, magic wand will play its role changing
things upside down, because nothing is permanent,some miraculous moments will take place and some stunning people will come across your life to
make you realize what it is worth enjoying, worth living it with that smile on the face that leave its impression forever.

Yet again...

Yet again.......
I feel free to fly,
To touch the zenith of the sky,
To cross that dark area where hope seems to end,
Where happiness and bliss find its new bend,
Wipping all the tears,
Rising above all the fears,
Fixing up all the emotions,
Dribbling all the hopeless demotions,
Gearing up your life to new dreams,
Colouring it all with new sassy themes,
Not the time to ponder what to do,
What not to,
Just make the moment, alas! this is to do,
Fabricating the new relations,
Giving zing to new creations,
Stepping up all the illusion,
Parenting the funky fusion,
Living each moment of life,
Over coming all the worldy strife,.

This now the chance to live it...
To strive it...
Yet again...

Sometimes....Somewhere

Finding myself in far away places,

Pondering life in different cases,

How well life would have gone,

If it would be other way around,

Quenching the thirst of thoughts,

Hidding those wild wishes in secret pots,

Life is way beyond we imagine,

Reincarnate thoughts when about to abandon,

Ceaseless are those fantasies,

Countless are those fallacies,

Which makes those restless night more fretful,

Those long chaotic days more dreadful,

Oh! I wish I could live those childhood days back..

Leaving behind all the worries sack,

Where smile persist around face,

Where happiness profound the heart full of grace,

But the thoughts just leave you behind with regrets,

Better to live the present without future threats,

Because whatever it is.. it is now,

Try to embrace every small moments with exclamation of wow.........

sometimes..........

Sometimes...someday...some beautiful coincidence hits your life and change it forever.Maybe those coincidences can be any desire that is
fulfilled or meeting a person who just changes your life...who makes your life worth living....who discovers the undiscovered you...who enlightens your soul....who makes you
feel that you are special...whose presence is way beyond words to describe...whose bond with you is inevitable.Everyone who comes in your life has got
their purpose and some of them leave their impression on you forever with those simple moments you had spent with them which you will cherish for life .Those small moments which
becomes your reason to smile sometimes when you sit alone in solitude ,spending time with yourself and realizing that how extraordinary that time was or how magic wand might have played its role and
how extraordinary was fate to give us those moments to live.But perhaps time changes and with time those relations too but every relation should
have a name.But that's not important,every relation should sustain for long that's not important,and with those changing relations the story always has perfect ending that's not
 important........THE important thing is how deep roots it had, for whatever time it was, you who have lived  your share of life in it or not and if
 it's not the perfect story yet, it's not the end...it's just the beginning to your colorful life with those lovely immortal moments and some nameless bonds you
tie up which are way beyond the words to express but yet imperative........Sometimes....somewhere you will remember them.

Stiching upside down the tore pieces,
Putting up those stiches in perfect creases,
Hashing up those hasty thoughts,
Breaking the limits and opening the freedom knots,
Fixing up the things,
Opening those wild wings,
To live the life you adore,
Changing that routine of boring chore,
Uplifting yourself from those superstions and rituals,
To be on the path to which your heart feels spritual,
Live the life you dream,
Add colours to it in  your own theme,
Because whatever it is...it is today.....it is now,
Beacause future is just a blinking tao.......

kahaani

ehsaas mein chupi meri kahaani
meri zubaani


viran meri zindagi
jujh rahi thi sansoo ke liye
ehsaas lekar jeene ke liye
rah pakar manzil paane ke liye
sab kuch bhulakar kuch kar jaane ke liye


phir kyun ek din aisa mod aaya
apni manzil ko apne se door paya
zaroorat jab apno ki to kuch ne hi sath nibhaya


toot gye the vo sapne
jo sanjoy the apno ne
na jaane kha se iss ladakpan ki zindagi ko jeene ka mann bnaya



iss baar rah ki kathnayi ne honsala na dagmagaya
aakhir mein manzil paakar zindagi ke har pal ko rangeen bnaya 

khamoshiya

Ban gya hai jo afsaana,
Ruh mein bas hai vo mohabbat ka parvaana,
Aankhe jo bin kahe sab samjh jaye,
Labzo mein kya isharo mein hi baat ban jaye,
Mohabbat vo ho jismein junoon ho,
Mil jismein tumhe sukoon ho,
Gam mein nhi har khushi mein to tumhara sathah ho,
Mushkilo se ladne ke liye sahara tumhara hath ho,
Har rashmo har riwaazo se door ho,Jismein humara sath ho na ho par humari mohabaat mein zinda alag hi noor ho......

safarnaama

Kuch gam bhi ajeeb hote hai hansi ka zariya leke aansuon mein tabdeel ho jate hai, Bin puche bin bole kuch alag sa hi asar chod jate hai, Tanhaa is dil ko sawaalo ke katghare mein khada kr jaate hai, Or yeh manchaala dil us akelepan mein tadapke un jawaabo ko dhoondne lagta hai, Kitna bebas ho jata hai, Par shayad isi ka naam hai zindagi, Un aansoo ko apni taqat banana, Un gamo se apni kismat sajana, Un galtiyo se kuch seekh jaana, Un chute hatho mein apne hi hath deke ek nayi zindagi ki umeed jagana, Har cheez bhula kar apni nayi taqdeer bnana....... shayad isi ka naam hai zindagi ....haan isi ka naam hai zindagi

being in love......

compiling up the immortal memories of our love,

from not being in love...to being in love,

every moment spent with you is like cherished dream,

want to live it more but ends up like its melting ice cream,

your alluring smile,

your enchanted personality,

your thoughts of spirituality,

your immense concern,

everytime magnetize me so like its done never before,

for me you defined......what love is,

what friendship is,

what sanctity of life is,

no words better to define what you mean to me now,

unknown to the future what will be with us,

apart or togther WE in our hearts will ALWAYS be US............

just you and me

You and me... 

Just you and me...

Falling apart but you still together as my better half,

Bond we share,

The way you care,

Leave around my sadness nowhere,

You are the reason what I am today..,

You are the reason of What I will be tomorrow....,

When you are around,

My happiness profound,

Postive energy that surround,

And your splendid eyes..oh yeah..I wish in them I could drown,

But hatred that's surround turn green to brown,

For whom love is just matter of throne n crown,......

Haters gonna hate,

Lovers gonna love, 

Hope there is world where just LOVE exists,

Where just you and me exists,

Beyond everything,

Beyond anything,

Just you and me..........