Change

Change, change is the law of nature. Well, we all have read it somewhere but in the practical world this word as a whole actually turns our life upside down...brings happiness, joy, surprises, vulnerability and many other emotional states. And the irony is sometimes even after knowing all this we cannot handle it subtly. Thousands of questions come our way.....what to do, how to do, when to do, is it right to do and so on and we snare ourselves in this deadly web. Might be that problem is no big deal in another moment but at that moment it seems completely absurd and we start running out of the thoughts and calmness to handle instead surrounds ourselves with all the pessimism. But in this whole chapter of trauma we forget this is life, if we are alive we ought to face it....problems and difficult situations make us more alive and human.

What if the problem is too horrendous but it’s not that big at the stake of your life. This all is temporary nothing is immortal. Change is the law of nature. If today is not your day tomorrow it will be...might be sooner or later....everything has got its own time to happen. Give some time. Express your problem  if not to the world, then to your dear ones or at least to yourself..be honest to your own soul, analyze it by yourself...you are no way lesser than other...you are strong within, determined inside and spirited outside... realize how precious you are not to anyone but to your own self ...acknowledge your worth. No change whether expected or unexpected can break you...maybe it  takes a while to get into the situation but you will go through this anyhow, anyway  and it will all be resolved  at the end because it destined to be and if not this then don’t worry another big change will come to settle things for good. Everything will be fine at the end.........

घर

इस सफर का है जो ठिकाना,
इस मंज़िल का है जो घराना,
जहां रुह मेरी बस्ती,
जहां मिले सूकुन का अफसाना ,
बसे बचपन की यादें जहां,
हँसी की खिलखिलाहट गूंजे वहां,
तुलसी ने जिस आँगन को सजाया,
उसी आँगन ने खूब है खिलाया,
जिस चौखट ने किसी के जाने पे आंसू हैं सहे,
उसी चौखट ने किसी के आने पे हैं जश्न मनाया,
ईटों पत्थरो से ही ना बना वो,
हसीन पलों का मुकदर है वो,
हर दीवार पे लिखी ,
एक कहानी है वहां,
कुछ खट्टी कुछ मिट्ठी यादें सिमटी हैं जहां,
जहां की मिट्टी की खुशबू है बुलाती,
हवा भी कुछ अलग ही गुनगुनाती,
कभी-कभी याद उसकी रूलाती,
पूरी दुनिया की जन्नत बस्ती है वहां,
कहीं और नहीं  'घर' हैं मेरा जहां,
हाँ , 'घर' है मेरा जहां..........

Escapism

How at times life become so messed up that it becomes beyond our limits to control, to tolerate and everything around us is just not happening the way we want it. It ends up making some decisions of life so miserable for us that we are on the verge of giving up, no ray of hope enlightens our path and we perceive the escapism the only way out.But is it? Is escapism really a good choice? We wish it was but no its not. In real world unless you face it you can't get over it. Maybe these things sound more theoretical but it is indeed the reality of life which everyone of us once have faced in our life. Sometimes the problem seems so horrendous that it overtakes one's thinking power and we get inclined towards the steps which can be destructive in its own way.

Some ends up giving upon their life and committing suicide or some just can't deal with situation mentally and physically and may go to depression often or some just try to ignore it by engrossing themselves in some other imperative work to distract themselves which might be in some cases fruitful and we often with time might forget it but, but if we come across same things in life again, will we involve ourselves  in that distraction procedure all again? Well, its answer might vary from person to person or else on basis of what they have experienced in their lives but still escapism is never the best option. It just entangles our life to the level where it becomes beyond repair. 

So, as simple as that just face it, fight for your fear, stand for your truth, bear the responsibility of your act instead of blaming it on others, stop becoming parasite for someone's support, 'Be Your Own'.......there will come a time where you need not to opt for 'Escapism' but you will face it, you will fight it, you will win  it........

Naa jaane kyu

Naa jaane kyu waqt ko guzarte dekh rhi hu,
Chup khade  tumhari khamoshi pad rhi hu,
Yaado mein kaid in tasveero mein,
Naa jaane kyu khushi dhoond rhi hu,
Hawa ke badlte rukh se,
Naa jaane kyu in palo ko firse jee rhi hu,
Shabdo mein jo na kiya tumne bayaan,
Un bhavnayo ko samjhne ki koshish kr rhi hu,
Un lamho mein basi khwaaisho ko,
Naa jaane kyu aj chupa rhi hu,
Kash yeh silsila tham sa jaye,
Kash yeh badal jaye,
Jo Na rha humara,
Kash  fir humara ho jaye,
Naa jaane dil yeh kyu baar baar chahe,
Kash yeh waqt fir humara ho jaye....

I let it go....

When opportunity came closer,
I let it go because I thought it's my right,
When happiness came closer,
I let it go because I thought it will profound itself,
When love came closer
I let it go because​ I thought it won't go as it is all mine,
When sucess came closer,
I let it go because I thought it will stay,
When friends came closer,
I let it go because I thought they were constants,
When fate came closer,
I let it go because I thought it will not leave me in between....
When right time came,
 I just let it go because I thought now nothing will change but everything again went upside down......

One day

One day....Just one day ,everyone among us must have someday somewhere thought of that one day where our utter desire comes to reality, or maybe once in while we have lived our one precious moment in that day somewhere in past and want to live it again, want to relive it again,

want to cherish that magical moment again. That moment maybe a dream we are chasing for long or it may be meeting our special ones

or fulfilling our parent's aspirations. Everyone has their one day in deep thoughts of their mind..the thought of having the perfect life

of  his dreams and eventually we work for grabbing that utter moment for us sometimes at the cost of loosing many things. In quest of our dreams sometimes

we loose ourselves, our dear ones who were once the part of that dream and left little less alone in the room full of people where our eyes still hunt

for someone or something that belongs to us and is all ours. To be ambitious is good on our part but balancing it all is what is needed otherwise somewhere

in the persuasion of one fine moment we will lose the present asset and pile our little world with disappointments and broken hopes.

So, whatever is it, it is in the moment ,work for it and have patience .Sometimes it’s all been right time and one right moment for everyone who is waiting

for their one day or maybe who have lived part of their life in that one day....everyone has his or her day....his or her one day.....